The
ugliness of my surroundings made me shudder.
Beauty was utterly absent from this place.
Shadowy figures lurked in the darkness.
Several grimy-looking orphans grabbed my
arms. I felt overwhelmed as they jabbered,
"Come see my room. Come see my room."
Almost two hundred teen orphans lived in
this miserable place in the small village of
Cadea. Many of the abandoned children's
parents lived in nearby villages. Most of
these orphans were boys, but there were a
few masculine-looking girls. All the girls
had short haircuts and deep voices. It was
impossible to tell whether I was talking to
a girl or boy. At that moment, I felt a
burden of hopelessness for the orphans who
lived here. I asked myself, Is it
possible that any of these kids could ever
have a decent life?
I had
not wanted to go to Cadea that night. I felt
uncomfortable--unsafe, to be honest. The dim
light and dark shadows made me feel I had
entered a draconian dungeon. Yet this was a
very special night. A small group of boys
had asked Dan Micula, the pastor of three
village churches, to come to speak to them
about prayer. The boys planned to have a
Bible study and time of worship in one of
the bedrooms. We were invited to join them
along with some other volunteers. The room
was crowded. One small lightbulb hanging
from the ceiling gave the boys' faces a
golden glow.
When
I entered the room, one of the boys
immediately jumped up and gave me his seat
on a bed. Kids snuggled up to each of the
adults as they found a place to sit on the
floor or a bed. Boys leaned against each of
my shoulders. What a strange-looking bunch!
We had on our warm down jackets and
insulated boots. In their futile attempt to
keep warm, the kids wore several layers of
ragged clothes, well worn-shoes, and no
socks.
Pastor Dan spoke on the power of God to
change each life in the room. He explained
the Lord's Prayer. The room was hushed, and
we bowed our heads for prayer. Tears came to
my eyes as a number of the boys prayed. I
could understand enough of the Romanian
words to know they were praying for their
friends who had come from America. Several
of the boys began to play guitars and we
sang worship songs, some in Romanian and
some in English.
I
looked around the room as we praised the
Lord God Almightly. In these brief moments
of taking it all in, God reminded me that
this was truly His Kingdom . .
. the Kingdom of God. Before my
eyes, the room took on a warm, rich glow.
God was in our midst. This was an
unforgettable holy and sacred
moment. Because of my anxiety I almost
missed it.
As I
walked out of the building and into the
darkness, I could hear songs of praise
flowing through the orphanage. For a few
minutes, I stood in the snow in awe of what
God had done on this night. My heart was
filled with hope for the children. God
brought me to this unlikely place and gave
me a glimpse of Heaven...