September 17th, 2006

 
Today, as I sat in church, I looked at the shoes of the boy sitting next to me. He had his shoes on the wrong feet. Of course, all young children sometimes put their shoes on wrong. However, Dacian is not a young child. He is twelve and an orphan. He has no mother or staff person who cares enough to say, "Dacian you have your shoes on the wrong feet. Take them off and put them on right." At one point, Dacian bowed his head and with his hands clasped, prayed. What was his prayer? When he looked up, I noticed his wet eyelashes. Something in this time of prayer touched his heart.

Some fifty orphans sat scattered throughout the small congregation. What an unusual church. Several blocks from the church is Popesti orphanage. It houses about 130 children. Today was a sad day as some of the children will go to a bigger orphanage in Oradea to begin the school year. Many are afraid, as was one girl who sat in our row at church. Tears dripped down her cheeks throughout the whole service. She will be sent to another village to work in a factory. It seems like something out of a Dickens novel, where children were beaten because they asked for more food.

Another pair of shoes catches my eye. Roxanna never has on shoes that match. Today, she has a blue flip flop on one foot and a pink one on the other. Last week, she had one tennis shoe on, and one sandal. Does the pile of shoes she sorts through not have matching pairs? Do mean kids steal her shoes? If I ask her she will be "rusine" or embarrassed, so I don't ask. I try to focus on her beautiful smile. Sometime and somewhere, someone carved a cross on her forehead- the cross scar is still there. Roxanna looks twelve but she is seventeen. Tomorrow, she will go to the orphanage in Oradea, and I might see her once a month.

Romi, a fifteen year old orphan, wore bright yellow tennis shoes from spring to mid-summer. Last spring, Fred and I moved into our apartment in Marghita, Romania. We live here because we are retired. We invited Romi to come visit us, and he wore leather shoes without socks. The holes in the bottoms of his shoes were so big, they ruined any socks he wore. We tried to patch the insides with cardboard, and when this didn't work, we looked in FCE's storage depot. There, sitting in a box, was a pair  of brand new yellow high tops. Romi was thrilled! He promised to give them back to the depot as soon as he received his new camp shoes from the Loving Arms camp team. Romi came to visit again in June. As soon as he walked in the door, I noticed a strong odor. The source was his yellow high tops. After going through several buckets of water, we finally got them clean. Then, we noticed that they, too, were falling apart. Romi said, "A man on the street asked to buy my shoes, but I said no as I promised to bring them back." I was overjoyed when the camp team from Colorado gave Romi new shoes and socks.

I pray for the day when all of "God's children" have shoes... not worn out ones, not mismatched ones, not smelly yellow ones, but brand new shoes.

Blessings,

Karleen Dewey

 

 

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